I was really excited and anxious before I left for the Good News Clubhouse. So much so, I had to stop and pray. I felt better but when I got there and started teaching, I felt bad again. I felt inadequate to teach or even paint that I thought "What use am I?" I prayed with one of my teammates. I then tried to speak truth over the lies. It was really hard and I am still not recovered from it, but one thing I am still trying to get through my head is that God wants me! loves me, calls me, chooses me! I am valuable in His eyes. I am enough. Teaching the Wordless Book and painting make me feel inadequate. I take too long doing both, I'm not engaging enough, and I'm not an artist like some of the teachers. Somehow God says I am enough because of Christ! And He will and is using me, even though I feel He can't.